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[08 Apr 2006|07:22pm] |
hey guys... add my new account!
justsitback
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[29 Mar 2006|02:27pm] |
i hate my livejournal... im gunna make a new one guysss....and uhmmm...yah i need a BETTER layout..i hate this one
what should my livejournal be??
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[11 Feb 2006|05:21pm] |
so i am sick. its gross and i wont describe, because chances are you already know the details as ive told everyone who read my lj already...gross is all ill say.
so it might be mono or strep throat...i keep getting these headachs at the back of my head and cant stop thinking that i have a tumour... im gay like that but still...
last night i went to see final destination with curtis vanessa and bennet...a double date. it was fun but i messed up so the movie wasnt playing there so we saw annapolis. it was good.. the parts i actually saw..lol..
so i get to go to school 6 times a week now.yipee.
drivers ed wasnt as bad as i thought it would be though.. its fine.. at first it was bad but then it was alright because the teacher is hot / funny....right jess?;) haha
b-o-red...so b-o-red... where is my boy tonight? tee hee
anyway i have nothing really to say... nothing i feel like writing about anyway...things are fine other than the fact that im dying.
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[31 Jan 2006|11:39am] |
so this is i guess just a post about last night...
katherine, katie c, sarah, katie w, brite, jess and me went to laserquest!!!:> guess who won??yah thats right i did... but it was just us plus to other skanky/annoying girls... grass and tony b.. i think... yah i was tekkens and thats my name forever...it was the name of one of their games tekken5 so i made it an s...cuz im cool... anyway it was soo much fun... we did that then went to britts for a sleepover...and we chilled and talked and prank called people and talked to bond..gts so now im still at britts house... just updating since i havent done that in awhile...
i went to a dance party dinner thing and that was fun... chilled with eryn charlotte and victoria..and i missed them all so that was funnn...i think i might be going to club108 tonight with them if im not doing something with curtis...cuz he is my first priority...i wont ask you guys to understand but yah..
i went to see underworld evolution with curtis and abe.. it was awkward at the sex scenes but overall a good movie..i saw titanic yesterday with curtis and we watched harry potter too...we like to just chill at me casa ...
i think thats about it except IM DONE ALL MY EXAMS..so thats good im excited for friday just because it will be like the first day of the second semester but im not really excited for second semester just because i think it will suck...other than lunch.
so i think thats all i have to say now... so bye guys.
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[22 Jan 2006|08:21pm] |
so i figured since i said id start updating thats id update... you know how we do..
so anyway last night was fun. the end.
oh yah and katie w...SO SORRY FOR FORGETTING YOU:(:( never again will i i promise alright!?
so this morning i was forced to go to hebrew school, but i left my mp3 at home... and i had like and hour and a hlaf before i had to go to class...so i was just looking at my fone and then got all teary eyed... i was just thinking about curtis... and whatever so i left the staff room for the bathroom and i just couldnt stop crying... so i texted sam and katherine and katherine helped me out by talking and sam just talked... and i just sat there crying... i felt so horrible.. so i didnt end up going to class i stayed in the bathroom the whole time... crying and thinking and writting on my leg and writing up my imaginary friend(what she would be like...her name is angelica) and yah so that was from 9:00 to 12:30 that was horrible.. then i went home turned on my music and layed in bed for awhile.. we had some company over so i went to make an appearance..then left again... blah blah blah... had a bath talked on msn .. blah blah blah.. listened to music... and now im here... i wanted to go to the movies but i got no one to go with.. boo
anyway im done now byeeee
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[21 Jan 2006|06:07pm] |
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...and then i texted him today and said i know you want me to leave you alone but i just wanted to know what was up with last night and he said im kinda busy right now and i dont feel like geting into it now as i said before leave me alone please
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[21 Jan 2006|02:50pm] |
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i am so mad right now... at one person in particular...fuck you. what the fuck.. i hate you right now.. and no its not curtis.
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[21 Jan 2006|09:46am] |
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i guess everything that has happend since my last post will not come up here because i dont feel like sharing it all with you guys... so ill just start again... hopefully sam will let me use her comuter since its the only working one in this house... so yes... bye
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[21 Jan 2006|09:24am] |
so guys.. i think i should be updating my lj since i havent done so in awhile...but i just cant seem to think of anything to put in here.. i mean obviously suff has happend.. but nothing i feel like putting in here just because 1) im too lazy and 2)because it might be boring for people and 3)because maybe people will get upset about whatver i post in here.. or what i say.. since i tend to do stupid things like that.
2 days til my one month anniversary with curtis and we just had a fight last night. i guess ill write about that in here.. and ill try to quote all the texts...here goes nothing.
i went to dinner with my grandparents...he said that a lot of people were going to the movies but they were gunna wait til i got home to go out.. so whatever i got home at like ten and went down to robs house.. we decided not to go for some stupid g2 reason thing . whatever. not important.. so anyway everything is fine im with curtis rob tyler and john just standing there cuz i dont really have much to say cuz they all have their little way of speaking to eachother.. and curtis is happy and all that so im happy just being with him... then tyler and rob leave and me john and curtis go to my house just to chill for a lil ... and then curtis gets mad at me.. but it was like .. not really mad but i couldnt tell if he was serious or not because he didnt laugh or anything he just got really like...quiet so i thought he was mad.. so after john left me and curtis were like sitting there in silence and i asked him if he was mad.. he said no and i asked what all that being mad was about before.. and he just said he wasnt mad but i thought he was just saying that... anyway we talked about it (i cant remember what was said exactly..sry) then we were just sitting there in silence and vanessa was with her friends and they were gunna watch 8 mile.. by that time i was just sitting there looking the other way .. i think i was upset but even at the time i dont know what exactly i was mad about.. then curtis went downstairs...and came back up asked me if i wanted to watch the movie go upstairs or have him leave or whatever.. i said it didnt matter. then he went to watch the movie.. then i went to sit at the top of the stairs i watched the clock and after ten minutes i went downstairs and told him i was going to bed kissed him and went back upstairs.. i went to bed.. just layed there thinking.. then after me lying there for awhile i heard curtis leave. then i wa slike just falling asleep when i hear my fone go off... this is the texting part... and i dont have my texts saved because my fone doesnt do that unless i think about it before hand.. so i dont have them.. but ill give you the just of what i said...
him - are you fucking serious, you go to sleep. so then you did want me to leave, coulda just said get the fuck out im pissed off and tired and frankly dont want to be with you right now
me - (i dont remember what i said...)ohh... * you could have stayed to watch 8 mile*
him - your not even sleeping? i asked if you wanted to fucking go upstairs or watch the movie, fuck i guess i have to be the out-going curtis all the time r someone ends up thinking im upset at them. could stayed to watch 8mile, the the fucks the point without you, you leave and go to sleep
me - i said something about how i wasnt even feeling well, (whichc is true.. ever since monday ive been getting chills and my stomac has been all gay are grumbly)
him - then say your not fucking feeling well. i explained to ou the stupid misunderstanding and then you were upset, and you said because i didnt understand the way you were feeling, and fuck you you were the one being silent during the end
me - then i said something about how ...so its my fault all of this happend is what your saying
him - because of how big it got it is
me - then i said *okay its all my fault im sorry for being like that i shouldnt have jumped to the comclusion that you were mad*..
him - you just saying that again to shut me up?
me - no im actually the one who started this.. because i mean you dont understand why i thought you would be upset
him - so in other words your saying im fucking stupid, you know what, how about tomorrow night you go out with you fucking school friends, get drunk and makeout with josh again
***i cant believe he said that.. before when i was talking to him i was actually being sincere..making sure i didnt swear because i didnt wanna make this fight big and i was apologizing and shit .. then he said that...and now i have the part that i said saved...this is what i said...***
me - were not over that yet? u and me werent going out, how about u go and make out with sarah like on new years, but just make sure no one interupts you this time
him - leave me alone
me - why, your the one who wanted to start this up so lets start it.
me - are you just fighting for the sake of fighting now?
him - just.....leave me alone...please
me - whatever
THE END
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[12 Jan 2006|10:57pm] |
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you sleeping?
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
i am tired but not yet no
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than...
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no hi
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
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u saw me sign on
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?
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and never said hi
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
cuz i was debating weather or not to leave
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
i dont know i wanted you to say hi first
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
im gay i know
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. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
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. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
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sens and sharks
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
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u watching too huh
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
nope
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man im sad
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
whys that
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cause of my g f =(
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
what did she do
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
she didnt wanna fuck
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
gotcha
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
but its alll gravy
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
how do you cope
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
with her?
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
yah not wanting to have sex
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
i dont care, today was sweet at school, its like we are actully b f g f
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
yah it was pretty awesome
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
u know about it
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
well im guessing
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
betting
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
i heard
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
she couldnt stop talking about it
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
?
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
never spoke about it to me
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
i guess she just keeps it inside
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
oh
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
but tells aeveryone else
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
sometimes thow... she says... she jst wants to burst with happiness
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
oh reallllllly
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
like when shes kissing you... all she thinks about is how much she loves you
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
and she cant stop smiling
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
while kissing me
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
how lucky she is
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
on the inside
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
then when you stop it comes out
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
oohhhh, are u actually that happy edina?
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
truthfully... yes
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
=)
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
nice
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
good
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
sweet
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
finally im good
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
?meaning
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
meaning, usually i hear that u hate me, but now...ITS GOOD
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
whoa who do you hear that from
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
u
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
all the way
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
and
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you
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
interesting
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
but you know that she tried to hide it from you
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
she doesnt want to seem vulnerable
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
cuz she is so
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
thats something i done understand, how are you?
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
you think that ill leave?
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
or whats the deal
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
in part
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
shes just scared of that happening
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
i see =( well tell her i doubt that happending
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
just because of all these other girls who are... lets face it... better looking and such... who like you
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
no one does tho, i know it curtis is always like: girls hate me
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
girls who want to fuck you and fool around
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
there are lots out there
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
who dont care the you have a gf
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
prolly for you 2
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
no one that just wants to fuck
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
whoa
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
liar
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
maybe have a relationship... but i would have to be totally fucking crazy to leave you... whoa id be so unhappy
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
how do u know tho??
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
cuz ive been without you before
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
its not ... life
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
yah but dating someone else tho
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
no one makes me feel the way you do
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
did i make u feel this was as soon as we went out, or met
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
i dont know when i started feeling this way
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
well, maybe u just dont know it, maybe someone will make u feel this way, so you're just as likely to leave me i think
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
but nethier of us will
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
you promise
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
yes
.:Cuяt1s:.ﺕ Till it's empty temp me,push me pussies,I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze _.you're mine says:
i promise
. dee*na ټ - - i tried to be chill but you're so hott that i melted _.i'm yours || is it love or am i only dreaming says:
=)
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[08 Jan 2006|08:05pm] |
John says:
are you excited for school tomorrow?
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
hahaha
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
no
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
id rather run all the way to your house in my unders
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
in a snow storm
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
balencing an egg on my ear
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
with someone chasing me
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
and they have a gun
John says:
hahahaha
John says:
that actually sounds fun
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
yah it does
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
maybe i have to jump threw hoops of fire too
John says:
and then when you get there you have to do a jig saw puzzle
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
wearing a blindfold
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
covered in maple syrup
John says:
right on top of an anthole
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
red ants
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
and theres a timer
John says:
on the dynamite
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
precistly
John says:
haha
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
but theres also a pitbull wanted to eat the blindfold
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
on a chain leash
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
id rathe rgo threw all that then go to school tomorro
John says:
haha
John says:
schools not that bad
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
tru but that would be fun
John says:
yeahi t would be
John says:
like an obstacle course
[readin..cell it]. dee <3 *na - - if you get down on me ; ill get down on you _.im yours says:
maybe thats what ill do on the way to school tomorrow
John says:
do it
John says:
and then find people to compete in it
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[08 Jan 2006|06:19pm] |
hi there campers..
just updating since i feel the need to. all i did today was read. its such a good book... it has everything in it... wow. makes me cry and all that... but shmeh...so yah havent really done much lately.. but i have a malibu so maybe this weekend i will drink it with whoever wants to get drunk...yay...anyway im leaving now.. i wanted to say something here but i forget what it was so i guess if i remember ill update it.
bye for now
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[07 Jan 2006|12:50pm] |
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so last night at 11 i called curtis' cell and his fone was off, but i was too scared to call his house since it was so late. so i thought maybe he was with rob. i called rob and he answerd but it sounded like curtis so i asked who it was.. it WAS rob but curtis wasnt with him so rob offered to call curtis to tell him to call me since im too scared to call his house .. so late.. so then after awhile curtis called me and we talked for a bit then rob called back making sure i was talking to curtis now and then curtis called rob to see if they were gunna be doing something then.. and they decided to go to wendys... so i got up and got dressed and went to wendys with rob curtis and tyler...no john because ...actually i dont know why john wasnt there.. anyway.. so we went to wendys.. then they kicked us out... then we drove to scotts but just sat in the driveway since were cool like that... then went to tylers and after awhile of talking he left.. and rob went up with him.. so it was just me and curtis in the car for a lil... *insert sex here* .. then rob came back and we drove to in front of curtis house and just sat there for a longgggg time. then they decided to sleepover at robs house and since my house was so close i went home to bed instead of going to robs to sleep.. because i was pretty tired.. although i should have slept at robs cuz then i would have been with curtis... oh well i cant go back in time.. so today i woke up at 1230 which is pretty late for me.. but not for anyone else apparently since no one else is awake yet .. anyway thats about it for last night.. ill post later on... OH YAH>>>I GOT A NEW CHAIR THINGER FOR MY ROOM!!!!!YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY *IS SO HAPPY*...KBYE
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[06 Jan 2006|10:52am] |
| This Is Your Top 8. | | So These Are Your Friends. | | 1: | andrew | | 2: | curtis | | 3: | katherine | | 4: | brite | | 5: | katie c | | 6: | joesh | | 7: | sam | | 8: | katie w // mike | | Now For Questions. | | First off, is 1 your best friend?: | yes | | What is 8's middle name?: | lol..margaret // i have no clue | | Have you ever done anything sexual with 2?: | heck yes..do it all the time | | Have you ever wanted to do anything sexual with any of them?: | yes | | If given the choice which one would you take with you on a trip?: | humm... prolly katherine[3] or andrew[1] | | Who do you think is the nicest?: | joesh[6] // andrew[1] | | Is 4 cute?: | shes my lil sprite;) a course | | What is one memory you and 3 share?: | that night we texted curtis[2].. | | How did you meet 5?: | english class | | Have you ever stayed the night at 6's house?: | no way | | Does 1 own a car?: | yes he does! | | Do you owe 8 anything?: | i dont think so // paintballing for free | | Which would you date?: | curtisssss[2]<33333 | | Which looks the most like you?: | oh gawd.. ill just say katherine[3] | | Do you tell 3 your secrets?: | yes | | ...What about 2?: | well yah.. | | Have you ever kissed 7?: | nope | | Do you and 5 go to the same school?: | yess | | Do you and 4 talk alot online?: | not really, but sometimes | | Have you ever stayed on the phone with 6 for more than an hour?: | yes | | Why is 7 number 7?: | i dunno, why is anyone any of those numbers.. | | Do you know everyone on your top 8?: | obviously otherwise i would not have put them there | | When is the last time you saw 1?: | monday, we went out to a movie then chuilled around.GOOD TIMES | | ...2?: | last night, we went to a movie and fooled around. GREAT TIMES | | ...3?: | yesterday, we slept over at katies then went to the mall. FUN TIMES | | ...4?: | " " | | ...5?: | the last day of school..thursday. SHMEH TIMES. | | ...6?: | last friday, poped over for a bit to say hi. AWKWARD TIMES. | | ...7?: | i believe thursday. school. yep. BORING TIMES. | | ...and 8?: | her get together yesterday.SWEET TIMES // last day of school | | What is number 5's favorite movie?: | napoleon dynamite // the breakfast club [?] | | What is 1's favorite color?: | red // blue | | What is 2's favorite band?: | pfft.. eminem's not a band but thats his fav. | | Have you and number 8 seen a movie together?: | many.. | | Would you ever consider dating 3?: | i wish we were dating now =( | | Has 6 ever pissed you off?: | yes | | Is number 7 in a relationship?: | nopee..*danny's gay* | | Couples. | | Would 1 and 2 make a good couple?: | no way, they dont like eachother and they arent gay. | | 3 and 8?: | nooooooooooooo | | 7 and 4?: | maybee.. i could see that. | | 5 and 6?: | humm..katie and joesh... u never know. | | Who do you think would make the best couple?: | brittany e and joesh | | Why?: | i dont even know | | Who do you think would make the worst couple?: | katherine and curtis | | Why?: | just because she hates his guts | | Random. | | Do you wish you could have more than 8?: | i do have nore than eight..but i cant put them all here.gayy | | Who would be the 9th?: | charks.. | | Why?: | i dont even know........... | | How did you choose your top 8?: | my closest friends..kinda..mostly..and some people who have ljs..who will actually read this. | | If number one isn't your best friend, why are they number 1?: | he is so there. | | Do you have more guys or girls on your top 8?: | girls | | Why do you think that is?: | because i do. thats all. | | Scenarios. | | 1 walks into a bar you are in, how do you respond?: | DREWWWW!!!!*runs over and hugs him* :) | | 2 comes over to your house and tells you they love you, what do you do?: | i smile. a huge smile and tell him i love him too. give him a big hug and kiss.. then go to my room and have seex. | | 3 starts crying randomly, what do you do?: | ask her if i can give her a hug. lol | | You and 4 see this person 4 likes, what would 4 do?: | say: hey john/darek/dan .... hahaha | | You and 5 are babysitting, is this odd?: | i could see it .. its finneeee | | 6 wants to go to a party with you, is this odd?: | not in the least | | 7 just stole all your candy and ate it, how do you respond?: | smack her and run | | 8 calls you and starts talking non stop, what do you do?: | hang up // hang up | | All of the people in your top 8 are in one room, what is going on?: | oh gawd.. so awkward.. party time i guess.. bring on the booze! | | Do you really like EVERYONE on your top 8?: | no | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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[04 Jan 2006|08:50am] |
wuddup
so today im going to the t dot with the mom and morial and were gunna see cinderella.on stage. my mom asked me last week if i wanted to go with her and i figured since i porbably wouldnthave anything to do i would go with her. so im going. then after that were meeting my grandma for lunch (oh joy). but we prolly wont have to stay very long because morial might get restless..yes thank god for kinders!
then around seven at night im going to a friends house for a sleepover which should be fun.
lately i dont think ive been doing much...gtg the moms calling bye
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[03 Jan 2006|11:04am] |
in the year 2005 did you..
( ) stay single
(x) have a long term/short term realtionship
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone at all
(x) kissed someone new
( ) kissed someone taken
( ) kissed someone else while you were taken
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made out with someone for their first time
(x) made-out at all
( ) made-out in a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
( ) had a stalker (not fully literally)
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) gave/received head
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet (if ur gay)
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) met someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love forever
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs (as in got one)
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a sport team
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
(x) threw a surprise partyhad one thrown
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) reunited with a friend
( ) made an accomplishment that shocked everyone
(x) realized your truest friends
( ) told a secret that would ruin your life if revealed
( ) threw a wild party
(x) went to a wild party
(x) drank alchohol
(x) drank alchohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s) Weed is a drug
( ) did both at the same time (drink and drugs)
( ) got arrested
(x) drove a car
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw/talked someone famous
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year overallits just like every other year
well that was a boring waste of my time.
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[31 Dec 2005|08:54am] |
ill be a kiss ass if i want to be one.
if thats the way you see it
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[30 Dec 2005|06:34pm] |
alright so...yesterday.. i spent the day in bed crying...or on the computer crying ... or on my floor wailing...i cried so much by the end of the day my head was killing me it felt like it was gunna fall the fuck off.. then i asked my mom if she could massage my hands[because it helps your headach] she came up and did it... and my feet too.. and to get rid of headachs that way you press really hard and since she has nails in the morning i woke up and i had a mark on my hand from where she pressed on it... it hurts alot but it helps your head. seriously ive never had such a bad head ach. i couldnt even sleep. i also felt like i was gunna puke.. my mom said that i might have been dehydrated because i didnt eat or drink at all that day. i only had a tea.
i feel like total crap because of the way i acted. what i did was soo fucking stupid. im soo mad at myself and i feel like garbage.
today i was gunna stay at home but my mom wanted me to help her pick out a gift for vanessa..so i went and did that. and i ate some bacon and eggs but not all of it but i wasnt really hungry. havent eaten anything since then.. i just had a tea and im still not very hungry.
i guess thats all for now.people to talk to and such. bye
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[30 Dec 2005|11:05am] |
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses/need them.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (and NO PAIN or the risk of not waking up)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school before.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to the States
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi
Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[-] I've cheated in a relationship.kinda
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've ran a red light. not me but my brother
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I've had cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic/have been
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see/seen a therapist.
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from American Eagle
Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.//liberal//
[ ] I'm Republican.//conservative//
[ ] I'm liberal.//NDP or Bloq//
[ ] I'm LIBERTARIAN
[x] I don't like Bush because he is dumb/stupid/a moron/an idiot
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[ ] I dress fairly modestly.
[x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.used to
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
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[30 Dec 2005|10:41am] |
"Be faithful to that which exsist nowhere but in yourself"
- Andrew Gide
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